DAU MING SI! :DD

ahhhhhhhhhhh!! guess what i've been doing these few days?! WATCHING METEOR GARDEN 1 ON YOU TUBE! :DD AND AND, I, ANDREA, WOULD LIKE TO SAY THAT, I LOVE JERRY YAN! MUAHHHXX! and and i've been staying up at night till 6AM JUST TO WATCH METEOR GARDEN ON YOU TUBE! :DD addicted already. hahaha. and i'm watching the whole show again! hehee. 6AM you know! haha. actually wanted to continue on but scared my dad going to wake up to go work.. thats why faster faster off com and sleep. ahahaha. been dreaming bout dau ming si and shan cai so much you know! and and.. ahhahaa. i woke up at 3pm today!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. oh and you guys wouldnt imagine the amount of tears i cried while watching that lovely show! hehee. sigh. I'M WATCHING IT AGAIN!! WOOHOO!! AHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA.

lalalalalalalalalala..........

aduh..mane semua org ni..this diary is like so blank di...is everyone really tat bz with tuitions?? sadenning la...where's the meanigirls...haihz..mayb i should remind yal wen i see yal on9...k la..tata..miss u girls...nitez...

jo yee

father and add maths

wonder wat are u girls doing...seems tat all 3 of u are so busy with ur tuition..hehe..i too lazy to start studying..i bought '1' ad maths book..i'm trying to understand topic 1 myself..i mastered it..but i'm so freak out tat i might understand the damn topic 'my way'..it happen to me b4..this year..i thought i could solve the question using my method..n i did!!i got the rite answer..but it was just by luck..so i got wrong for the rest of it..lol..i better not take the risk again..since my understanding is my own way of thinking..lol...but my mom did sign me up for the 'tambah maths' class..it's starting next week or something..hehe..my dad said it's super easy..cuz it's just 'tambah' maths..lol..he said..U JUST NEED TO TAMBAH THE MATEMATIK...haha..when i ask him to teach..he was like..AIYOR..I THOUGHT U'L UNDERSTAND..Y U SO CACAT..n i was like..=.=' JUST ADMIT U ASO DUNNO...hehehe..n then both of us ended up playing ps together..hahah..wat a dad..

jo e

hmm......

y v so dead di..sad...v are the meaniegirls!!! come on ppl..wake up!!! hehe..
let's beautify our beloved diary..i'm gonna continue posting something short unles yal blog again.. i no skrang holiday..but v must stil keep in touch..at least through our dear diary here..don bazirkan woo jeh's effort..i mean..our blog is gorgeous.. =)

jo e

silence and solitude.

9/11/06. 3B party was great! no doubt bout it. hehee. but sorry guys that err. yeah. my whole body was aching during the party. =( lol. blame it on my form 5 peeps that splashed water at me and made me run in rain after school! haha.

silence and solitude. i love silence. silence gives me time to reflect on things that happened, memories, or being plain empty in my mind for a moment. solitude, also meaning seclusion or isolation, on the other hand, gives me a peace of mind when i need it admist this fast pace world, chaos, and yada yada yada. its my choice to be in solitude. but as i move on in life, it is no longer my choice to be in solitude. the world around me forces me to be in solitude most of the time. even when at times i dont want to be. and that is certainly not nice. cause its like, you need to be with people. but you can't. get what i mean? yeah. to put it in one word, its loneliness. can be said being left out too. guess i'm not the person who have the skills to socialize much. more like annoying people. huh? =/ oh wells. i'm trying my best anyway to restrain myself from talking too much nonsense and knowing when to talk, what to say, and so on. its hard. but i'm starting to learn. for better or for worse? i dont know. but i pray its for the better. hehee. :)


and sorry people when i've been really annoying and irritating and all sorts. you know what i mean. my screaming. bla bla bla. and yeah. you know. all my irritating-ness. hahaa. i know it myself when i'm irritating and when i go overboard. ehehe. just wanna say sorry.. sorry for not being that charismatic or good joker or crap talker. haha. sorry.. really sorry..


and sorry in advance too. cause i might not be able to talk that much crap anymore. haha. part of the reason is that i'm trying to control myself. another part of the reason its because, i've lost the talent to talk crap d. lol. and now, all i can do is scream. which, you guys wouldn't like too. haha. and and. another part of the reason is because i've been really depressed since the last day of school. maybe when i get to see you guys again i'll be able to talk more and be happier. for now, it is my time to mourn cause its the end of form 3 and i miss you all so much to the point i get depressed. which is now, what i am doing through. ahaha. so.. yeah. hehe. but i want you guys to know that i really love you guys. i really do. i REALLY REALLY do. hehee.

all i know now is, i'm still really depressed thats why can't really talk much on msn or so on. haha. weird right? yeah. lol. hehe. I LOVE FORM 3! LOL. hehee.

missyouguys! <3>

once upon a day. / haru. / day.

hey people! eh. rosy, haha. i know where you got that lyrics! asianfanatic.net! hehe. cause cause.. i got mine from there too! lol. haha. anyways, depressing right that song? sigh. each time hearing it makes me wanna cry over and over again. i dont know why. but it just makes me cry my tears out. sigh. haha.

this is another song that made me cry my tears out too. try downloading it. or watching it on u tube. ehehe. :)


-Haru (Once upon a day) by Kim Bum Soo-

Sarangi nar to aphuge heyo sarangi nar to urge haneyo
gurohge saranghedon chuog majo ijo dallamyo sarangun jan inhage tonaganeyo
Jongmar nega goenchan hurkayo gudega han gu insachorom
gure guden nun garinche morunun chog tonanunge charari phyonhar thejyo
byonhar sudo inun gogejyo jo baramdo meiri darunde
guredo isesange sargo shiphdan hengbogur junungon nomunado gomawossoyo
Sarangi nar to aphuge heyo sarangi nar to urge haneyo
gurohge saranghedon chuog majo ijo dallamyo sarangun jan inhage tonaganeyo
Ijur sudo issurkoyeyo gudechorom nado byon hagejyo
hajiman gunarkaji nega oji saranerkayo borsso guder bogo shiphoyo
Sarangi nar to aphuge heyo sarangi nar to urge haneyo
gurohge saranghedon chuog majo ijo dallamyo sarangun jan inhage tonaganeyo
Irohge to haru ga jinaganeyo
(sarangi nar to aphuge heyo) aphuge haneyo
(sarangi nar to aphuge heyo) tonaneyo
Dashinun mossuge doen ne gasumun irohge aphun de
sarangun kumur kedutho muhaneyo irohge to haruga jinaganeyo

the english translation. :

Love makes me pained again.
Love makes me cry again.
You said to forget even the memory of having being loved so much
for love leaves brutally.
Will I really be all right
as your greetings say?
That's right, you'd better leave me covering your eyes pretending not to have concern. You may change
yourself, as one and the wind differs everyday.
But, I really appreciated the happiness you gave me which made me feel I wanted to live in this world.
I can also forget you.
I may change my mind like you
but how can I live until that day
when I want to see you already.
One day passes by like this again.
Love makes me pained again.
Love makes me cry again
My heart is in so much pain that it will not be of use again.
Love leaves brutally
One day passes by like this again.

reason

Im in a pretty not-so-good-dumpy-uh-know-i'm-in-a-terrible-state-nervy-grumpy-not-too-bothered-about-my-blatant-professing-of-my-exaperatingly-lip-biting-self-declared-state-of-mind mood right now....... so i jz wanna share this song with u all. ( ouch onlia. my eardrums hurt. stop singing ! )

Reason
Sung by - Jung Ilyung

Naege dwidoraseoji marayo na ui nuneur bo ayo
Onsesang ha yeohdeon geuddae e yagsog ijeonayo
Wae nar pogi haryeogo hajyo geudaen geuge swibnayoNaegeman ireohge eoryeo un irin geongayo

heo eumbuteo urineun sijagdwi eoseon andwineun sarangirago
Nunmur seoggin aewoni deo ug geudaereur noheursuga eobneyo

***
Naegeseo geudaeneun sarajyeoseon andwindeun
Bichi eosseumeur anayo
Geudaega ddeonamyeon na e modeun sesangdo
Sarajindaneun geor ijineun marayo
Sumeur swigo sipeoyo geudae saranganeseo

Geudae saengangmaneuro useumi nayo na egen himi dwi eoyo
Geudae saengangmaneuro nunmuri nayo modeun geosi duryeowo

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English Translation
Reason
Don't turn your back on me. Look in my eyes.
When the whole world was all white, Did you forget the promise we had then?

Why do you leave me now?
Is it easy for you to do so?
Is it only hard to me?

Since the beginning, our love has been wrong.
With tears, I beg you not to abandon me anymore.

Do you know you should be the ever-lasting light for me?
Never forget when you leave, the whole world in my heart would also disappear.
I want to breathe in the midst of your love....

I smile at the thought of you. It gives me strength.
I cry at the thought of you. I became scared of everything.


lotsa LOVE
rosie

lalalalalalalalalala

woo jeh!!! so nice to c u again..haha..erm...i mean see ur post..hahaha..great to have u back =)
andie andie....why like tat..i stil think tat ur just plain bored...u need to find something to do..u no.. like annoying kj the whole day..isnt tat ur god gift talent =P lol..but it's fun to anoy ppl sometimes..haha..but of course no one likes to be annoyed..as for me..well..never look at me when i'm reading..chatting..smsing..i dunno wat else..but tat is all i can think of now..so..it's more or less like wat woo jeh said..n o ya..specially when i'm watching something tat i'm really into..etc..stairway..slam dunk..ayashi or even resident evil..don ever question me bout the show..except in movies..normally i'l be the one explaining to them wat happen..hahahah...
n just for the fun of it..i'l share this with u guys as well..
i realli REALLI hate it when ppl eat my chocolates without asking me!! haha..i no it seems dumb..but i just couldn't help it..there was once where i faught with my cousin..cuz she ate my WHITE CHOCOLATEs without even telling me..she oni confes everything when i shouted (more like yelling) in the kitchen...lol..cuz about 2 or 3 piece were missing..call me selfish or watsoever..i really like to keep chocolates to myself..fine..chocolates are stil ok with me..but if it's WHITE chocolates...it'l take me days to forgive u..dumb rite??
now..bout today..we ran!! n got last...hahaha..the girls start first..then the boys afta sometime..n v got last!! even behind the last boy! hahaha..cool leh?? lol...i should've just said tat i got my red jelly..then no need to run..but then for fun la..hehe..n woo jeh..u like to jog so much ma..y don wanna come..go gim means wanna jog n run la..this one aso same oni ma.. =\ u owe me an explanation...i cant really remember who got wat place la..ask andie..she should remember..i oni no kj got 18th..for guys la..n the overall winner was a FORM 1 boy..how embarassing..hahhaa..
n here's a little something bout the party (change of plan)..this is for girls la..
1. red top..no collar..try to get a red top tat's as plain as possible..
2.white pants..short one..no long ones pls..
3.sliper on the right foot..
4.shoe on the left..
5. n my personal opinion..do something funky with ur hair..something different from ur usual self..mayb even spike up ur hair..hahaha..andie n rosi spike means 'jia lak lor'...hahaha...woo jeh spike also damn cool..icchiban!! haha..
that all la..same place..same time..but there's more games so v won get bored this time..i mean the GUYS wont get bored..hahaha...try to make them dance la..hehe..n no worries bout ur white pants..cuz the games are way cleaner than b4..hahaha...kesian my white top..totali destroyed..sob sob..hahaha..nvm..i shal modify it..lol..actuali yal no wat happen? one or two of them hold me from behind n another 2 or 3 attack me from infront.. =\ n khai wrote the letter 'F' behind..ish..but takpa la..wat's done is done..like woo jeh said..hehe..

the word for today is......taikutsu..which means boredom..heheh...hope yal can learn something from me..hehe..oki la..tata budak budak cantik lagi pandai...

.....jo e.....

Holla.

Alright guys. I assume that all of you are in school now, perhaps, running for the cross-country event. Hahaha. I'm right here, at home, rotting and wasting time. LOL. Hmm.. Let me give my two cents about Onlia's question anyway. When I take charge of the computer or the television, I do not like others intruding on my territory and snatching my toys, acting as if they own it and so forth. Well, this situation is more or less the same as Onlia. LOL. Apart from that, I seriously seriously hate it when people horn in my privacy! For instance, I seriously detest it when people grab my phone and read my messages (although there are nothing personal) without asking my permission. I would like to emphasize on this matter that I do not like people standing behind my back reading what I've blogged or what I am chatting with my friends (msn messenger)! It ticks me off ALL THE TIME and it is absolutely unbearable. The stupiest thing which I've heard ever is "Why is that you can't let others see what you've blogged or what you are chatting with your friends? Is there a secret that we aren't suppose to know?' It's MY PRIVACY OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! Why can't they just stop putting their fingers into every pie? So what if there's a secret. I don't see that there is a need for you to know anyway. Basically there are kazillion things that pushes my patience to a level where my trapped anger starts burning in me. LOL. Yeah yeah, anger management. Difficult though. =) Hahahaha. Flirtacious girls aka prick-teasers as well. And of course, people who don't reply my SMSes. =p

PS= 1.Everyone please post-reply Onlia's question.
2. Please post some comments on all the posts.
THANKS! =)



joanne

school's getting boring.

yep it is. oh. oh! i still remember the cili padi game. ahahahaha. wai siong's modified truth of dare! *moans* i had to EAT THREEEEE times u know! sob. not fair. joanne only one time. IT WAS SO UNDESCRIBABLY HOOOOOOOTTTTTT. v all were lik nearly crying der. uh huh. thank goodness ada chocolates....thanks to aunty who jz came back from the tiny choc factory. I WILL NEVER EAT ANOTHER CILI PADI AGAIN UNLESS MY LIFE DEPENDS ON IT. oh btw? our lovely mural is almost done. HAHAHAHA. THANKS TO ME ( the super-perasan girlie ) n yeah baby. i found that i have red tshirts! woo hoo! but sighs. still no white pant. arrrgh. joanne... lend me urs.....AH!

N this jo yee ...hahahahha i was laughing lik mad over here wen i saw wat u rote in my captions. in friendster. THANKS A LOT jo. ahahahahahhahahaahhahhahahahahaha heeeeheeee.



*spank*



rosierosierosie

oh oh. i forgot. I HATE MOSSIES TOO! [ mosquitoes. ] haha. and like, their number is getting bigger and bigger these days in my house! got loads of mossy bites. =( save me! lol.

anyways, haha. boredom is contagious too. haha. not forgetting depression. i think. hahaa. HAHAHAHAHHAHAA. okay. i dont knwo whats so funny bout that but.. haha. i just felt like laughing. haha. lol. okay. hehe. haha.

another party is coming up! hot hot hot! red! colour of seduction! lol. hahahhahaa. hehe. white! pure colour! lol. hehe. hahahahaa. so so.. ready for party?? shopping time! monday monday! okayy? :DD

oh oh, btw, my mum bought full house for me! hehe. but its all in chinese sub and dubbed too. sigh. saddening. haha. i love kim sung soo and song hye gyo and bi! ahhhhhhh! haha. muahhxx! haha.

and and. sigh. i dunno whether i should go for prom. how how? =( the discount ends tomorrow. so how? haha.

andrea here!

im back!

Yup! I'm back. Thought I would have to wait for another 2 miserable weeks. Hahaha. But my papa called the Telekom dreictor general and complained. Haha. Ramblings! LoL. Tomorrow's the merentas desa thing. Not going to school anyway. Guess, now it's my turn being down. At first it was Onlia's turn. Then it infected Rosie and Jo Yee. Now it's my turn, I suppose so. *Sigh* Can't seem to do anything actually. I do not know how to face the world. Feeling helpless everyday. Watching, seeing and observing how thing goes. The only thing I could do is.. being ignorant. That's all. Ignorance is BLISS, heard that saying before? I wished I was cold hearted. Therefore, I wouldnt be experiencing this, enduring the pain and so forth. It's hard though. I will not hold on it anymore. It's worthless and I don't wanna be a fool or what.

So.. there's a reason for me being exceptionally quiet or ignorant actually. Haha. Please bear with me. I promise that I'll be ok, somehow. =)

joanne

lalalalalalalalalala

hey...hi hi..entah pesal aku ni nak tulis dalam bm..boleh campur campur bahasa kan woo jeh?? kalau boleh..dapat la kite semua ni belajar korean ke japanese ke..tau pun tamil..mana mana pun la..harap cadangan aku ni diterima..o ye...woo jeh kite ada masalah skit..woo jeh tak leh on9 lagi..telekom kate kene tunggu bih kurang 2 minggu untuk semua internet line kembali normel..
oki..habis pasal woo jeh..skrang tentang rosie kite yg bijak lagi comel..kesian budak ni..sakit perut samapi *bluek!!*...kesian kesian..harap harap dah baik skrang...tadi aku tanye rosi pesal sakit..die tu kate makan terlampau banyak tahi..tahi die kot..hahaha...tapi aku dengar kate..tahi rosi tu hijau..betul ke?? reply soalan aku ni ya?? jadi..kau org ni rest baik baik..senang sakit tau..
oki..skrang andie pule..la andie..pesal dgn kau ni..cam la kite tak tau kau suke sangat kat budak tu..buat lebih je post kau tu..lebih lebih paham?? pas tu kau tak tulis nama kau kat bawa pule..post yg sebelum tu pun tak tulis name..pesal la andie...ish..keco je..oki oki..skrang aku kate baik baik..aku tau kau suke sangat kat laki u tu..tapi kite tak nak tau..paham??
aku agak malas nak tulis tentang aku ni..macam takde apa apa yg berlaku pun..tapi esok kene lari..rasenye aku tak nak pergi la..kau orang lari je la...aku tak nak datang..malas..nak tidur..jadi srang aku ni nak gi mandi dan tidur terus..agak lewat..tak nak basuh rambut la..tata budak budak cantik.. 'manis mimpi'

andie..aku bukan nak jadi harsh la..tapi jgn terpesona sangat dgn die..nak pun..jgn lebih kat sini..

jo yee

things that are annoying to us.

okay people. list all everything that you think is annoying to you! hehe.

andrea = hmmm. when my bro or sis changes my tv show just to see their own show. sheesh! and and. when they want to use the pc while i'm using. sigh..

emotion-less.

LOL. first of all... sorry sorry for being mad. haha. just couldnt help it. LOL. anyways, sorry sorry again. maaf ya jo yee. ehehe. hahahaha.

have u ever had this day which you were like emotion-less? trying hard to smile, or even weirder, being sad. yet you couldnt feel a single thing. well, thats me. my lovely heart has harden. i guess. i hope not. =/ i tried so hard to smile and laugh at things to convince myself i've got some life and err. i'm happy. but again and again, i failed to keep that i'm-smiling thing for real. putting on a mask? you may say. some say i'm sad or depressed. but i couldnt feel that sadness of depressed thing at all! and i've got no reason to be sad or depressed anyway. weird huh? oh wells.


andrea, thinking.