Wednesday, November 26, 2008

HI KAWAN KAWAN SEMUA!!!!!!!

THE BLOG HAS RESURRECTED FROM THE DEAD. REJOICE, YE ALL! :)


Okay, so it has been approximately 19 months we last posted. We last talked about our mid term test..and now SPM is already ending! How time flies =,= I sorta suddenly thought about this blog during SPM. And to my suprise, I managed to remember the link. Hahahahhaa. It seems like I can remember trivial things very well, but why not Sejarah facts? :(

WHATEVER LAR. JUST MOVE ON WITH LIFE. LIFE'S TOO SHORT TO HARP ON YOUR PAST MISTAKES.
*self comforting*

So girls, we're already 17 (duh). I am already planning our rancangan selepas SPM. We definitely need to take driving lessons ;-) Next time we hari-hari pun keluar.. Gempak!

Talking about the past.. LMAO.

Andrea's so hyper and crazy, she talked about stimulating KJ and she raping him. OBSCENE. But I realized that she sorta toned down her madness ever since SPM started. Hahah oh well trust me, she'll regain it back very soon. So no worries, sayang. I honestly could not remember what I wrote back then..so it really does make me :) when I read it back.

Give me time to revamp this blog, perempuan-perempuan yang ku sayangi <3. I have yet to include the tagbox. I'll give you the username and password when I see you guys online. Till then, byeeeeeeeeeeeee!

JOANNE :)

Monday, April 2, 2007

TOPIC : SHOULD WE CHANGE OUR BLOG SKIN? PLEASE DROP YOUR OPINIONS/POVS/COMMENTS IN THE COMMENT BOX OR TAGBOARD. AND OH YEA, PLEASE CHAT IN THE TAGBOARD!! THE TAGBOARD IS LIKE..HALF DEAD. AHAHAHH!

JOANNE <3
TOPIC : SHOULD WE CHANGE OUR BLOG SKIN? PLEASE DROP YOUR OPINIONS/POVS/COMMENTS IN THE COMMENT BOX OR TAGBOARD. AND OH YEA, PLEASE CHAT IN THE TAGBOARD!! THE TAGBOARD IS LIKE..HALF DEAD. AHAHAHH!

JOANNE <3>

Sunday, April 1, 2007

busy-ness is contagious.

pilihanraya just ended. i won my spot as a assistant head for teacher's day! :D but i feel like giving up that post due to some reasons. feeling kinda indecisive nowadays. or maybe i've already been indecisive all my days of my life. lol. whatever it is, i just am bothered by so many things right now. my schedule is crazily packed. curious on how packed it is?

well. i've got tuition every weekdays except thursday. i'll normally stay back in school to do some prefects work till its time to go tuition. and of course, when i reach tuition, i'll feel super sleepy. i can only get to bath when i gt back from tuition which is in the evening, sometimes, at night only i'll get to get back. =/ by then, i'm dead tired. but my day isn't over yet. i've still got my school homework to finish, [ err. haha. i never do them actually cause too tired. or maybe too lazy. hahah. lol. ] thats bout my day. and starting from tommorow onwards, i'll be having drama practice for iu day as well, everyday after school.

exam's coming up in one month. i think i'm flunking almost all subjects. especially history and physics. = = i havent been reading anything. ANYTHING. sighh.

and during the exam fever, the prefects have gotto prepare for teacher's day pulak. it'll be dead tiring for us. and me, being the assistant head for teacher's day, i guess, i'll be super busy. dont think i'll have enough time to study. how how?? so gonna die lar..

and i'm joining scouts now. plus this saturday, i've got scouts and drama practice and a trip to st gabriel for prefects gathering thing. it all clashes with each other. so i gotto choose. but all of it, i'm obligated to go for it. cause its either my responsibility or i've signed up for it already. and err.. in the afternoon, i'll be co-worship leading in youth for our special service due to easter! =|

plus right after exam, i'm going on holiday to bangkok! shopping. thats the only word i can think of when bangkok is mentioned. hehee.


plus plus. right after i come back from bangkok, i'll be going for scouts camp! hahah. i dunno how am i supposed to juggle my responsibilities altogether. i dont want the prefects to think i aint doing my work as a assis head.. so how?? dunno ler.. scouts camp gonna be super tough too. i heard the physical training is super hard. D-E-A-D. ahha.


conclusion. i'm gonna D-I-E! lol.

thats the best i can come out with. ;p



andrea loves you. : )

freaking stressed

Gasp. don't remind me about exams. I suck at them. sighssssss.....one month more ONE MONTH!!!!!!!!! BWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR. Im freaking mad at myself cos im freaking lazy and i haven freaking started any freaking revision and im going freaking bonkers now. ah. good to let of some freaking steam. psssh.
*depressed*
but. Hey :D good tat our blog is back. but yupss. v need to maintain it ya. c = commitment. i hope i wont forget tat anyway. i freaking seem to forget anything i resolve to do.

btw, hope our class does well in tomorrow's singing competition.. and not make a fool of ouselves. 4s gambateh!
jia you!

~ segalanya dalam genggaman
walau apa pun takkan menjadi halangan
hidup ini setia menanti
generasiku bersinar bagai mentari

percayalah dgn diri... kita akan menang! (harap-haraplah)


p.s. if v win, i'll faint. be there to catch me. bubbyez!

rosie
OMG!! WE ACTUALLY ABANDONED THIS PATHETIC BLOG FOR 3 MONTHS! AND NOW WE'RE REVIVING IT! OH WELL.... AT LEAST WE'RE DOING SOMETHING! I guess everybody's pretty busy with their own respective lives.. except Onlia. She sleeps, eats and reads fanfics all day long. Gasp! ARGHHHHHH! I'm the 4th for the fricking BM ORAL TEST AND I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING YET! I dunno where to start lar. All because of the stupid science experiment! If not, I would have picked a larger number and I will not be fretting here. ANYWAY PEOPLE! EVERYONE MUST POST AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK IN THIS BLOG LAR K? BE COMMITED SIKIT LA.. And don't worry. I'll blog whenever I feel like blogging. Just blog whenever you're bored or whatever.......just don't leave this blog. WE HAVEN'T POSTED ANYTHING REGARDING OUR SCHOOL/CLASS EVER SINCE MAN! So.. I'll just blurt out my POVs here. HAHAHA..All the teachers are okay-okay lar.. But our maths teacher.. No comments lar seriously. She's good sometimes.. But when her angin not good. Don't expect anything good from her. Like how she yelled at us that day.. Wonder who was that stupid fella who told her all those things.. F4 is super stressful!!! Worse then F3. SHUD HAVE ENJOYED MY F3! But it all happened too fast.. Like.. in a split second, it's 2007 already. I'm really worred about exams larrrr. It's merely 1 month away... And I wished I had Pak Kheong aka RUMMUDER brains.. I'm getting lazier these days.. And I dunno what to do at times.. My mind tells me pick up a freaking reference book and study for the mid terms but my heart tells me to just dump those books aside and go online and do whatever I want..

Geezzzz... I think my heart's dominating my thoughts.. Hahahahahahah..


POST SOMETHING GUYSSSS!! I AM THE FIRST TO REVIVE THIS BLOG!.. LOL. AHAHAHAHHA...Lamenyaaarrrr....

Joanne <3<3

ATTENTION TO ANDREA, JO YEE (WOO JEH) AND ROSABEL!!! PLEASE POST SOMETHING HEREEEEEEEEE!!! WHEN U WAN 2 LOGIN PLEASE CLICK SIGN IN....OLD BLOGGER AND NOT THE NEW ONE AR OK! THANKZZZZ.. HOPE TO C UR POSTS SOON! TATA!!

Tuesday, January 9, 2007

something to help me waste time

lol..let's learn literature! hahaha..

To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day
To the last syllable of recorded time,
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death.
Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more; it is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signnifying nothing.....

omo! i'm so freaking bored..lol..can believe i actuali spend time on this candle thing..hahah..i just thought of it..so i guess there's no harm posting it =P

jo e

Monday, January 8, 2007

omo!

it's been more than a month since we last post!! wake up meaniegirls!!! nandato?! haha..post something ba..at least once a month..i don think we are tat busy..i tau connection ade prob..but try ur best to post la..dont forget wat yal wrote b4..we are not suppose to leave our dear diary here rot to dead!! come on la girls =)

woo jeh..rosibat..onlia..

+..^*/ LET'S DO IT \*^..+

XD

jo e

Friday, November 24, 2006

DAU MING SI! :DD

ahhhhhhhhhhh!! guess what i've been doing these few days?! WATCHING METEOR GARDEN 1 ON YOU TUBE! :DD AND AND, I, ANDREA, WOULD LIKE TO SAY THAT, I LOVE JERRY YAN! MUAHHHXX! and and i've been staying up at night till 6AM JUST TO WATCH METEOR GARDEN ON YOU TUBE! :DD addicted already. hahaha. and i'm watching the whole show again! hehee. 6AM you know! haha. actually wanted to continue on but scared my dad going to wake up to go work.. thats why faster faster off com and sleep. ahahaha. been dreaming bout dau ming si and shan cai so much you know! and and.. ahhahaa. i woke up at 3pm today!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. oh and you guys wouldnt imagine the amount of tears i cried while watching that lovely show! hehee. sigh. I'M WATCHING IT AGAIN!! WOOHOO!! AHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

lalalalalalalalalala..........

aduh..mane semua org ni..this diary is like so blank di...is everyone really tat bz with tuitions?? sadenning la...where's the meanigirls...haihz..mayb i should remind yal wen i see yal on9...k la..tata..miss u girls...nitez...

jo yee

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

father and add maths

wonder wat are u girls doing...seems tat all 3 of u are so busy with ur tuition..hehe..i too lazy to start studying..i bought '1' ad maths book..i'm trying to understand topic 1 myself..i mastered it..but i'm so freak out tat i might understand the damn topic 'my way'..it happen to me b4..this year..i thought i could solve the question using my method..n i did!!i got the rite answer..but it was just by luck..so i got wrong for the rest of it..lol..i better not take the risk again..since my understanding is my own way of thinking..lol...but my mom did sign me up for the 'tambah maths' class..it's starting next week or something..hehe..my dad said it's super easy..cuz it's just 'tambah' maths..lol..he said..U JUST NEED TO TAMBAH THE MATEMATIK...haha..when i ask him to teach..he was like..AIYOR..I THOUGHT U'L UNDERSTAND..Y U SO CACAT..n i was like..=.=' JUST ADMIT U ASO DUNNO...hehehe..n then both of us ended up playing ps together..hahah..wat a dad..

jo e

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

hmm......

y v so dead di..sad...v are the meaniegirls!!! come on ppl..wake up!!! hehe..
let's beautify our beloved diary..i'm gonna continue posting something short unles yal blog again.. i no skrang holiday..but v must stil keep in touch..at least through our dear diary here..don bazirkan woo jeh's effort..i mean..our blog is gorgeous.. =)

jo e

Sunday, November 12, 2006

silence and solitude.

9/11/06. 3B party was great! no doubt bout it. hehee. but sorry guys that err. yeah. my whole body was aching during the party. =( lol. blame it on my form 5 peeps that splashed water at me and made me run in rain after school! haha.

silence and solitude. i love silence. silence gives me time to reflect on things that happened, memories, or being plain empty in my mind for a moment. solitude, also meaning seclusion or isolation, on the other hand, gives me a peace of mind when i need it admist this fast pace world, chaos, and yada yada yada. its my choice to be in solitude. but as i move on in life, it is no longer my choice to be in solitude. the world around me forces me to be in solitude most of the time. even when at times i dont want to be. and that is certainly not nice. cause its like, you need to be with people. but you can't. get what i mean? yeah. to put it in one word, its loneliness. can be said being left out too. guess i'm not the person who have the skills to socialize much. more like annoying people. huh? =/ oh wells. i'm trying my best anyway to restrain myself from talking too much nonsense and knowing when to talk, what to say, and so on. its hard. but i'm starting to learn. for better or for worse? i dont know. but i pray its for the better. hehee. :)


and sorry people when i've been really annoying and irritating and all sorts. you know what i mean. my screaming. bla bla bla. and yeah. you know. all my irritating-ness. hahaa. i know it myself when i'm irritating and when i go overboard. ehehe. just wanna say sorry.. sorry for not being that charismatic or good joker or crap talker. haha. sorry.. really sorry..


and sorry in advance too. cause i might not be able to talk that much crap anymore. haha. part of the reason is that i'm trying to control myself. another part of the reason its because, i've lost the talent to talk crap d. lol. and now, all i can do is scream. which, you guys wouldn't like too. haha. and and. another part of the reason is because i've been really depressed since the last day of school. maybe when i get to see you guys again i'll be able to talk more and be happier. for now, it is my time to mourn cause its the end of form 3 and i miss you all so much to the point i get depressed. which is now, what i am doing through. ahaha. so.. yeah. hehe. but i want you guys to know that i really love you guys. i really do. i REALLY REALLY do. hehee.

all i know now is, i'm still really depressed thats why can't really talk much on msn or so on. haha. weird right? yeah. lol. hehe. I LOVE FORM 3! LOL. hehee.

missyouguys! <3>

Wednesday, November 8, 2006

once upon a day. / haru. / day.

hey people! eh. rosy, haha. i know where you got that lyrics! asianfanatic.net! hehe. cause cause.. i got mine from there too! lol. haha. anyways, depressing right that song? sigh. each time hearing it makes me wanna cry over and over again. i dont know why. but it just makes me cry my tears out. sigh. haha.

this is another song that made me cry my tears out too. try downloading it. or watching it on u tube. ehehe. :)


-Haru (Once upon a day) by Kim Bum Soo-

Sarangi nar to aphuge heyo sarangi nar to urge haneyo
gurohge saranghedon chuog majo ijo dallamyo sarangun jan inhage tonaganeyo
Jongmar nega goenchan hurkayo gudega han gu insachorom
gure guden nun garinche morunun chog tonanunge charari phyonhar thejyo
byonhar sudo inun gogejyo jo baramdo meiri darunde
guredo isesange sargo shiphdan hengbogur junungon nomunado gomawossoyo
Sarangi nar to aphuge heyo sarangi nar to urge haneyo
gurohge saranghedon chuog majo ijo dallamyo sarangun jan inhage tonaganeyo
Ijur sudo issurkoyeyo gudechorom nado byon hagejyo
hajiman gunarkaji nega oji saranerkayo borsso guder bogo shiphoyo
Sarangi nar to aphuge heyo sarangi nar to urge haneyo
gurohge saranghedon chuog majo ijo dallamyo sarangun jan inhage tonaganeyo
Irohge to haru ga jinaganeyo
(sarangi nar to aphuge heyo) aphuge haneyo
(sarangi nar to aphuge heyo) tonaneyo
Dashinun mossuge doen ne gasumun irohge aphun de
sarangun kumur kedutho muhaneyo irohge to haruga jinaganeyo

the english translation. :

Love makes me pained again.
Love makes me cry again.
You said to forget even the memory of having being loved so much
for love leaves brutally.
Will I really be all right
as your greetings say?
That's right, you'd better leave me covering your eyes pretending not to have concern. You may change
yourself, as one and the wind differs everyday.
But, I really appreciated the happiness you gave me which made me feel I wanted to live in this world.
I can also forget you.
I may change my mind like you
but how can I live until that day
when I want to see you already.
One day passes by like this again.
Love makes me pained again.
Love makes me cry again
My heart is in so much pain that it will not be of use again.
Love leaves brutally
One day passes by like this again.

reason

Im in a pretty not-so-good-dumpy-uh-know-i'm-in-a-terrible-state-nervy-grumpy-not-too-bothered-about-my-blatant-professing-of-my-exaperatingly-lip-biting-self-declared-state-of-mind mood right now....... so i jz wanna share this song with u all. ( ouch onlia. my eardrums hurt. stop singing ! )

Reason
Sung by - Jung Ilyung

Naege dwidoraseoji marayo na ui nuneur bo ayo
Onsesang ha yeohdeon geuddae e yagsog ijeonayo
Wae nar pogi haryeogo hajyo geudaen geuge swibnayoNaegeman ireohge eoryeo un irin geongayo

heo eumbuteo urineun sijagdwi eoseon andwineun sarangirago
Nunmur seoggin aewoni deo ug geudaereur noheursuga eobneyo

***
Naegeseo geudaeneun sarajyeoseon andwindeun
Bichi eosseumeur anayo
Geudaega ddeonamyeon na e modeun sesangdo
Sarajindaneun geor ijineun marayo
Sumeur swigo sipeoyo geudae saranganeseo

Geudae saengangmaneuro useumi nayo na egen himi dwi eoyo
Geudae saengangmaneuro nunmuri nayo modeun geosi duryeowo

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English Translation
Reason
Don't turn your back on me. Look in my eyes.
When the whole world was all white, Did you forget the promise we had then?

Why do you leave me now?
Is it easy for you to do so?
Is it only hard to me?

Since the beginning, our love has been wrong.
With tears, I beg you not to abandon me anymore.

Do you know you should be the ever-lasting light for me?
Never forget when you leave, the whole world in my heart would also disappear.
I want to breathe in the midst of your love....

I smile at the thought of you. It gives me strength.
I cry at the thought of you. I became scared of everything.


lotsa LOVE
rosie

Friday, November 3, 2006

lalalalalalalalalala

woo jeh!!! so nice to c u again..haha..erm...i mean see ur post..hahaha..great to have u back =)
andie andie....why like tat..i stil think tat ur just plain bored...u need to find something to do..u no.. like annoying kj the whole day..isnt tat ur god gift talent =P lol..but it's fun to anoy ppl sometimes..haha..but of course no one likes to be annoyed..as for me..well..never look at me when
i'm reading..chatting..smsing..i dunno wat else..but tat is all i can think of now..so..it's more or less like wat woo jeh said..n o ya..specially when i'm watching something tat i'm really into..etc..stairway..slam dunk..ayashi or even resident evil..don ever question me bout the show..except in movies..normally i'l be the one explaining to them wat happen..hahahah...

n just for the fun of it..i'l share this with u guys as well..
i realli REALLI hate it when ppl eat my chocolates without asking me!! haha..i no it seems dumb..but i just couldn't help it..there was once where i faught with my cousin..cuz she ate my WHITE CHOCOLATEs without even telling me..she oni confes everything when i shouted (more like yelling) in the kitchen...lol..cuz about 2 or 3 piece were missing..call me selfish or watsoever..i really like to keep chocolates to myself..fine..chocolates are stil ok with me..but if it's WHITE chocolates...it'l take me days to forgive u..dumb rite??
now..bout today..we ran!! n got last...hahaha..the girls start first..then the boys afta sometime..n v got last!! even behind the last boy! hahaha..cool leh?? lol...i should've just said tat i got my red jelly..then no need to run..but then for fun la..hehe..n woo jeh..u like to jog so much ma..y don wanna come..go gim means wanna jog n run la..this one aso same oni ma.. =\ u owe me an explanation...i cant really remember who got wat place la..ask andie..she should remember..i oni no kj got 18th..for guys la..n the overall winner was a FORM 1 boy..how embarassing..hahhaa..
n here's a little something bout the party (change of plan)..this is for girls la..
1.
red top..no collar..try to get a red top tat's as plain as possible..

2.white pants..short one..no long ones pls..
3.sliper on the right foot..
4.shoe on the left..
5. n my personal opinion..do something funky with ur hair..something different from ur usual self..mayb even spike up ur hair..hahaha..andie n rosi spike means 'jia lak lor'...hahaha...woo jeh spike also damn cool..icchiban!! haha..
that all la..same place..same time..but there's more games so v won get bored this time..i mean the GUYS wont get bored..hahaha...try to make them dance la..hehe..n no worries bout ur white pants..cuz the games are way cleaner than b4..hahaha...kesian my white top..totali destroyed..sob sob..hahaha..nvm..i shal modify it..lol..actuali yal no wat happen? one or two of them hold me from behind n another 2 or 3 attack me from infront.. =\ n khai wrote the letter 'F' behind..ish..but takpa la..wat's done is done..like woo jeh said..hehe..


the word for today is......
taikutsu..which means boredom..heheh...hope yal can learn something from me..hehe..oki la..tata budak budak cantik lagi pandai...

.....jo e.....

Holla.

Alright guys. I assume that all of you are in school now, perhaps, running for the cross-country event. Hahaha. I'm right here, at home, rotting and wasting time. LOL. Hmm.. Let me give my two cents about Onlia's question anyway. When I take charge of the computer or the television, I do not like others intruding on my territory and snatching my toys, acting as if they own it and so forth. Well, this situation is more or less the same as Onlia. LOL. Apart from that, I seriously seriously hate it when people horn in my privacy! For instance, I seriously detest it when people grab my phone and read my messages (although there are nothing personal) without asking my permission. I would like to emphasize on this matter that I do not like people standing behind my back reading what I've blogged or what I am chatting with my friends (msn messenger)! It ticks me off ALL THE TIME and it is absolutely unbearable. The stupiest thing which I've heard ever is "Why is that you can't let others see what you've blogged or what you are chatting with your friends? Is there a secret that we aren't suppose to know?' It's MY PRIVACY OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! Why can't they just stop putting their fingers into every pie? So what if there's a secret. I don't see that there is a need for you to know anyway. Basically there are kazillion things that pushes my patience to a level where my trapped anger starts burning in me. LOL. Yeah yeah, anger management. Difficult though. =) Hahahaha. Flirtacious girls aka prick-teasers as well. And of course, people who don't reply my SMSes. =p

PS= 1.Everyone please post-reply Onlia's question.
2. Please post some comments on all the posts.
THANKS! =)



joanne

Thursday, November 2, 2006

school's getting boring.

yep it is. oh. oh! i still remember the cili padi game. ahahahaha. wai siong's modified truth of dare! *moans* i had to EAT THREEEEE times u know! sob. not fair. joanne only one time. IT WAS SO UNDESCRIBABLY HOOOOOOOTTTTTT. v all were lik nearly crying der. uh huh. thank goodness ada chocolates....thanks to aunty who jz came back from the tiny choc factory. I WILL NEVER EAT ANOTHER CILI PADI AGAIN UNLESS MY LIFE DEPENDS ON IT. oh btw? our lovely mural is almost done. HAHAHAHA. THANKS TO ME ( the super-perasan girlie ) n yeah baby. i found that i have red tshirts! woo hoo! but sighs. still no white pant. arrrgh. joanne... lend me urs.....AH!

N this jo yee ...hahahahha i was laughing lik mad over here wen i saw wat u rote in my captions. in friendster. THANKS A LOT jo. ahahahahahhahahaahhahhahahahahaha heeeeheeee.



*spank*



rosierosierosie
oh oh. i forgot. I HATE MOSSIES TOO! [ mosquitoes. ] haha. and like, their number is getting bigger and bigger these days in my house! got loads of mossy bites. =( save me! lol.

anyways, haha. boredom is contagious too. haha. not forgetting depression. i think. hahaa. HAHAHAHAHHAHAA. okay. i dont knwo whats so funny bout that but.. haha. i just felt like laughing. haha. lol. okay. hehe. haha.

another party is coming up! hot hot hot! red! colour of seduction! lol. hahahhahaa. hehe. white! pure colour! lol. hehe. hahahahaa. so so.. ready for party?? shopping time! monday monday! okayy? :DD

oh oh, btw, my mum bought full house for me! hehe. but its all in chinese sub and dubbed too. sigh. saddening. haha. i love kim sung soo and song hye gyo and bi! ahhhhhhh! haha. muahhxx! haha.

and and. sigh. i dunno whether i should go for prom. how how? =( the discount ends tomorrow. so how? haha.

andrea here!

im back!

Yup! I'm back. Thought I would have to wait for another 2 miserable weeks. Hahaha. But my papa called the Telekom dreictor general and complained. Haha. Ramblings! LoL. Tomorrow's the merentas desa thing. Not going to school anyway. Guess, now it's my turn being down. At first it was Onlia's turn. Then it infected Rosie and Jo Yee. Now it's my turn, I suppose so. *Sigh* Can't seem to do anything actually. I do not know how to face the world. Feeling helpless everyday. Watching, seeing and observing how thing goes. The only thing I could do is.. being ignorant. That's all. Ignorance is BLISS, heard that saying before? I wished I was cold hearted. Therefore, I wouldnt be experiencing this, enduring the pain and so forth. It's hard though. I will not hold on it anymore. It's worthless and I don't wanna be a fool or what.

So.. there's a reason for me being exceptionally quiet or ignorant actually. Haha. Please bear with me. I promise that I'll be ok, somehow. =)

joanne

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